Individuality 

We all breathe, don't we?

We all feel, don't we?

We all think and know things, don't we?

We all are capable of love, aren't we?

We all can hate, cant we? 

So why do some people thinkg they're better than others? 

We are all equal, we are all human.

Of course we are all different in our own way,

but on the inside and by design we are all the same.

I'm just human.

Dear Teachers

Do you not understand that i have more than just your class?

I get homework from 6 different classes.

So why is it necessary for you to give me 2 hours of homework just for your class?

That doesn't really seem fair, does it?

Plus i play sports and work.

When do you want me to spend time with my family?

Also, why do you expect me to write an 800 word essay every week? 

That makes my life so hard...

Please just understand that these things make me very frustrated and i would appreciate a change.

Love Me.

My blog is pretty boring

One time

i was really happy.

And it was when i was surrounded by all my friends

and people i've known my whole life.

But now,

i don't have anyone.

I hope that changes

soon.

I just want things to be #different than they are now.

12:48 am thoughts 

What do you do when someone you love
texts you at 12:30 am
saying they're done?
That they want to end it?
What do you say to them?
When you're the only one that knows.

How do you stop them? When you have no control
over what they do
and the choices they make?

cyranos

take me back to the days where i didn't care what people thought about me.

when i didn't care what i looked like

or what clothes i wore

when my best friends were my parents

and nothing else

mattered.

and

all did was play with my toys.

and everything

i did was based off of my imagination.

back to the days when i would draw as if i were

the greatest

artist in the world.

i just want my crayons back,

is that too much to ask?

heres a list of songs 

First time- Vance Joy
Skinny Love- Bon Iver
Bulletproof Weeks- Matt Nathanson
Sweet Sun- Milkey Chance
Snaggletooth- Vance Joy
Straight Into Your Arms- Vance Joy
The Kids Don't Stand A Chance- Vampire Weekend
In A Week- Hozier
Welcome to My life- Simple Plan
Georgia- Vance Joy
L.I.F.E.G.O.E.S.O.N.- Noah and The Whale
Cats and Dogs- the Head and the Heart
While i'm Alive- STRFKR
Settle Down- the 1975
Girls- The 1975
Lets get Lost- G-eazy
I Found- Amber Run
Long Way Down- Tom Odell
Savior- Rise Against

Hats

Sometimes i try to be someone i'm not. I try so hard to fit in and thats not really who i am.
Other times i don't care what people think. And then there are times when i act differently.
I'll act funny sometimes. And sometimes i'll act crazy. Sometimes i'll act serious. But thats not me being "fake", its me being me. Just being different in different situations.
Sometimes i'll be happy and other times i'll be sad.
Sometimes i'll laugh and sometimes i'll cry.
Sometimes i'll be social and other times i don't want to talk to anyone.

I use hats to cover up who i am sometimes and sometimes i put on a different hat to show another side of me.

To the kid who sits alone at lunch

I'm surrounded by people who may seem like my friends.
But no one understands me,
I feel so alone,
All the time.
Everyone says that they're there for me and that we should hang out
But everyone is too busy
With their own life
To realize that anyone else is hurting
Or feeling alone.

And when someone takes their life
Everyone says "i wish there was something more i could have done"
And "i love everyone".

But in reality, everyone is so fake.
If they really cared they would have gone out and done something
Not just for a the week after it happened along with everyone else in the school,
But before the life was taken and every day after that.

If more people were genuine with each other
And everyone treated each other kindly regardless of popularity
Maybe we wouldn't have to worry about anyone wanting to take their life.

There are more people than just me feeling alone.
There are more people than just me feeling like they have no friends,
Or feeling sad.
There are more people than just me hurting.
And we have to do something about it.
Not just now,
Not just tomorrow,
Be kind to everyone you meet.